haha yesterday was, FUN! spent 45 minutes of adrenaline hoping to catch martins performance only to be chased out cause *i dunno why also*.. but its ok, didn't wanna act like someone i'm not just to stay there anyway uh..yah..

ok today is mother mary's birthday, was a great celebration! 4 hours ..i was 2 horus late, i think..sinful me..tmr's uh youth explosion thingy at novena too..think im gna go too..asd

haha, i realized that bowling for columbine was a fucking good movie but it was quite biased too..but its the same when governments try to psyche you through mass-medias..

uh anyway i am not a fucking anarchist, i believe in a system..anyway i'm a catholic.. i believe in religion, say whatever y'want, i'm more of a social democrat..sometimes i feel communist, sometimes i feel democratic, i donno. i hate to see rich people getting proud but however we live in a meritocratic society, whos to blame for so?
but then again seeing that no one gives a fuck about beggars on the streets, everyones so selfish and all that shit.. maybe we need to be alittle more communist by sharing what we have, i think i'm having a fucking good life.. so what if i stay in just a small flat.. at least i can bitch on my computa screen right now and i can watch tv i have a fan blowing me i can breathe fresh air.. everyday is a beautiful day..

everyone hates marilyn manson for being anti-christ, i personally find most of songs sucky, cept some..but i still respect to some certain extent. he's like the posterboy for every kid who's suffering in fear, and shit.. you know everyone blames him when his fans are murderers but who blame their national leaders when they're dropping bombs away in other countries killing hundreds to thousands? just because he looks gay with all that shit makeup and he's antichrist? we believe what we watch on tv, we don't really have an ideology, we believe what we receive, we're like toys, i'm not saying manson is all good.. i'm just saying that we should really decide for ourselves..go get an ace in social studies and history, then you'll get what i mean.. thanks for reading my shit anyway, (:

i hate christians who go to church but not practice what they preach. society is so commercialized or socialized or traumatized or whatever the word for it.. some people go to church to socialize, some people go to church because its a good image to be christian?fucking dumb.. some people go to church and listen to sermons and gospels about love, kindness, caring for others and stuff..but they don't give 2 shits about looking at the beggars begging like fuck outside around their society.. is it we go church because it's in our routine and our sub-concious minds or are we true believers?
i think, i'm a true believer, anyway.. even though i don't go to church that often all the time but well..ok, bye.

\listening to NOFX - Franco Un-American\\